I can definately understand and I just came back myself after about a month of time off. I hate all the suckouts that seem to happen ALL THE TIME! But when I came back nothing had seem to have changed. I hope it is better for you.
One of the newest ones I have downloaded it Cake. I really don't care for it. I still play there but there is alot of freerollers there that really dont care about the game of poker...... they just want the $$